Feeling Reality

You are not supposed to feel like that
You don't
You do not feel
You absorb
..the images
....the harmony of sounds
......the emotion
........the feeling
You do not feel.
You see it...them
What you know you should not be seeing
They are not real
They are images on a TV
Images that you are not supposed to see.

Their bodies move
with your eyes
and your hand
running over
the curves
of your own body.
His rock hard
Heavy over hers
Your soft hand
Heavy over your own.
You do not feel.
She is not real.